So… I haven’t blogged in a while. Wanna know why? My computer is nuts. That’s why.
It’s been having this little issue. Ok, I guess its kind of a big issue. It won’t turn on – not because it doesn’t work – but because of some weird power supply issue. I don’t know. I guess its time for a new one, the only problem is, the one I want is 1600 bucks, and I don’t really wanna spend a grand plus on something while we are trying to get stuff paid off. That doesn’t make sense. BUT – I do need one, and I can’t just not have a computer. Its my life line. Its what I do all of my picture editing and stuff on. All my blogging, all my couponing. All my BILL PAYING. That one is a MUST. So… Now I have to decide do I want to max out (both) of my credit cards to pay for a new computer or just become like I was in the stone age and not have one.
Thanksgiving week was great. I loved spending time the time with my baby. We napped together, we went shopping, we.. well, she, ate peas. We had a blast. Then BOOM reality of Monday morning.
I’m ready for my reality to be broke and with my kid all day every day. I don’t mind the broke. I do mind the leaving her.
I posted a question on facebook this morning to moms: when does leaving your kid(s) become bearable? I didn’t have many answers. The ones I did have said that it “got easier”. Still…. not easy. Not a fun thing. I don’t want to be away from her. I’ll say, I do get to a point where I need some time away from her, but not 8 hours every day. That’s too much.
Ok- so what you all have been waiting for: Lucy!
I’ve been so busy with life and all that comes with it that I haven’t really had a chance to upload all of my new pictures and videos. Look for a filled blog tomorrow. To hold you over until then: Lucy laughing in the tub. She loves baths, and loves us just oo’ing over her. Here she is.
Wes and I talked about doing some major financial things to help us out with our bills and stuff. Still not sure about what we are going to do. I will say one thing we talked about was refinancing our house. We got a good interest rate, but they are better now, so maybe?
We are willing to do almost anything to get me to not work next year. And pretty much, I’m not going to. I’m thinking about maybe just getting a part time job until I can pay off my car and then quitting the job. Who knows. I might just sub a couple of times a month for a little extra. I wouldn’t mind that.
All I know is that when I’m at work, I just long to be with my Lucy. And when I’m home, I’m happiest. God’s calling me strongly to be at home with my child and I wanna follow Him and my husband and do what I was made to do.