If the ruler’s anger rises against you, don’t leave your place,
for calmness puts great offenses to rest. Ecclesiastes 10:4
So far today – No breakdowns! Yay.
My hormones are worse now than they were when I was pregnant. I went today to my work to show off Lucy. They thought she was cute. I then went to the central office to add her to my insurance. Done. I feel better now. Having done just a few little things makes everything else seems much more achievable.
I’m glad to be back home with my Lucy.
Its amazing how quickly I can build up a situation in my head. And I believe Satan has something to do with that as well.
This verse helps me realize, I have to stay calm.
No one ever got anything done when they were acting like a crazy person. Its sometimes easier to act like a crazy person, but in the long run, it doesn’t help.
I have to stay calm.
I did notice this. When I freaked out, and was crying, Lucy cried. She didn’t like me freaking out. I have to stay calm for her.
There could be people who watch for you to freak out. If you flip, they flip. They don’t know why… I do.
Because as Christians, we are supposed to be solid. We are supposed to be unshakable. If we freak out, then that shows that we don’t have trust in a God we constantly tell people to trust in.
It was my fault. I didn’t pay attention to my actions. I’m good now. No more freaking out moments. A freak out moment is simply, a burst of worry. And we all know not to worry.
Lets all not worry so much.. ok… I’m really just talking to myself. Lucy doesn’t worry. She’s pretty much relaxed… see?