Saturday was fun. Lucy went garage sale’in. If you don’t know what that is, then you are not from the south, and are missing out. It’s the first of the month, and literally there were 3 sales within about 6 blocks of each other. Lucy got all kinds of things. Like a roll up play mat, lots if clothes, and I got a really cute bag. (Thanks Ms. Pam!)
We then met up with daddy at Fox’s Pizza and had a little lunch, then Lucy and I had a little more Mamma daughter time. We watched some tv, went for a walk, sorted through clothes… It was grand.
A great way to spend our last Saturday together before I go back to work. And, here come the tears.
And I’m so blessed! Her Daddy is going to keep her. I don’t have to drop her off anywhere, or with strangers. Still though…. I want to be the one she looks at all day. I wanna be the one who gets frustrated because she’s sleepy and just won’t go to sleep. I wanna change dirty diapers. I wanna be the one she smiles and laughs at. I wanna take her in walks and watch What Not to Wear with her. I wanna stay with her.
I know, moms leave and go to work everyday. And I’d bet you a truck-full of money they’d say they wanna do all the same things I listed… (you know, except with their kid..)
Last night wasn’t the greatest, and wasn’t the worst. She slept from like 8:30 – 3 and from 3:45ish until about 7. Wasn’t good. Hopefully tonight will be better…
I gotta get ready for church. Busy day today. Church in the morning, then we are doing a big multi-church thing tonight that I have to go to (I want to go, but it’s my last night with Lucy. All I really wanna do is sit in this rocking chair and rock her all day).
I’ll be busy today. She’ll be handed around. I hope I don’t offend anyone when I snatch her away from them. I’m just going through some stuff, and I need my kid.
If you see someones feelings get hurt when I take Lucy from them when they ‘just got her’, please explain the situation. I’m not sure I could say the word ‘school’ without breaking down.